life.boundaryblurreD

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Life is all about waiting. We wait and wait but we may end up with nothing.

Life is all about chasing. Chasing a girlfriend. Chasing for a high position. Changing for a life that all yearn for. In the end after all the chasing, all we deeply want is a simple life.

Life is all about peeping. People around us… their outcomes, their happenings… we hope to listen about it. We cannot survive with only our own experiences.

Life is all about humour. A comical person versus a boring freak, who would you prefer?

Life is about making people happy most of the times. Most of the times. Can you remember a time when you yell at your friend even though you feel real pissed off by him.

It has been four months that I last blogged. My writing skills have become worse than ever. I need to practice writing grammatically correct sentences. I still need to write research papers in the future.

The songs I am listening now are breaking my thoughts. Chinese songs- I am listening now. I have now changed the song to a Japanese song. Firstly, I do not understand the lyrics and I can concentrate on blogging better. Secondly, Japanese songs are rich in melodies and instrumental sounds.

I have been sleeping a lot during this block leave. When I am at home, I am either in front of the TV or at the bed. That was roughly my lifestyle in the December holidays. I never realize how much things I have missed out. It was until I went into NS and met up with new group of people that I find out how ill informed I am! There goes - the FROG IN THE WELL.

I went out with some platoon mates yesterday. It was an extremely bad idea to go out on the day of posting because people begin to talk more politically incorrect stuff. My section mate was complaining and lamenting how unhappy he was when he was not posted to a command school. The whole day. Yes, the whole day he was complaining. But I do understand his plight because he always dreams of being a sergeant and being able to fuck any persons in their face. Then there goes about the unfairness in the platoon like how some were given opportunities to display their leadership skills, like how some do not deserve going to OCS.

I just kept quiet.

aik*joOn wash up @ 12:35 AM

***